Lost and Found

The cold wind drags the inner thoughts of doubt
blowing away all my work to the south
I'm retracing my every word that's come out of my mouth
now I'm in the middle of the street
walking through the shattered glass of the all the lies
I've told everyone around
including myself
There's nowhere to run
must confront every falsity
My greatest fear isn't of death
but a mirror of me
afraid to see what I've been told
afraid to believe what they have taught me
have to erase it all
before I fall
but the first step is so damn hard
my heart has enough scars, so I'm afraid to be hurt
afraid of the darkness that surrounds all of me
just want to be free
just want to be me
but who is that?
so lost in thought I'm losing sight
of what everything really is
looking through all those shards of glass
I see the remnants of my dreams
no longer desire to piece them back together
I'll face everything in order to create better ones
until I find myself