Hope

it's been a long time coming

my shields are breaking down

exposing all the inner sides of me

am I losing my sanity?

or have I re-entered society?

wheres the do or die menatilty?
My whole fabric of being

is unraveling

feels like my soul has returned

after a thousand miles of traveling

Yet cant fully believe in the hope thats inside of me

fear rattles me

will it leave me once again?

in the end all i'm left with is belief

that theres another side of me

I have yet to discover

A hero who strives to accomplish everything

till the angels start to sing

even then hope is the key

for a new me to form

changing my reality

improving my mentality

regaining my sanity

threading my new self until i love myself

when my heart is no longer exposed

but open